College changed all the real smiles I used to give to people.
I don't know what happened or why it changed so much, but it did.
I cry more than all of middle school combined, that's easy though. I told myself to never cry in front of anyone only if you really had to when I was younger. I was so afraid to, but now everyday my mom will ask me if I'm okay. & I'll always answer yes but I never mean it. I don't know how to be happy for myself right now and I am not comfortable with the idea of complete happiness.
It isn't society that is killing me. It's myself.
It isn't society that is killing me. It's myself.
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