Some days I just need to hear the words "I love you" from my parents and from the guy I'm dating because he doesn't know any better. I need those days where I can wrap myself in your arms and you let me know everything will be okay, even though I know it probably won't be.
Some days I just need to curl up in a ball and cry for hours on my bed. I need those days where I know you're not there for me and I know you're never coming back, but some days I want your shoulder to support me. Some days all I do is dream of you coming back and pretending like this whole mess never happened.
Some days I need to tell myself that you hate me, even though I know you don't. I need those one in a blue moon days where I tell myself that I'm unwanted and to not care about anything or anyone else in life but me. I need to tell myself that nobody really needs me and that I am only one person who can't make a difference
but I know this isn't true, and I need more of those days where I have to be honest with myself and let disappointment set in.
But I already have those days where mistakes are made because I've forgotten that everyone is human. & I always have those days where my best effort isn't going to be enough.
I need those days where reality is willing to slap me in the face and tell me that somethings are impossible.
Some days I just need to curl up in a ball and cry for hours on my bed. I need those days where I know you're not there for me and I know you're never coming back, but some days I want your shoulder to support me. Some days all I do is dream of you coming back and pretending like this whole mess never happened.
Some days I need to tell myself that you hate me, even though I know you don't. I need those one in a blue moon days where I tell myself that I'm unwanted and to not care about anything or anyone else in life but me. I need to tell myself that nobody really needs me and that I am only one person who can't make a differencebut I know this isn't true, and I need more of those days where I have to be honest with myself and let disappointment set in.
But I already have those days where mistakes are made because I've forgotten that everyone is human. & I always have those days where my best effort isn't going to be enough.
I need those days where reality is willing to slap me in the face and tell me that somethings are impossible.
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